Descent.

Watch me disappear slowly. Fade into nothing. I give up on happiness or dreams of romance. I give up on the silly notions that one day someone can love me as much as I love in return. It's fine, don't trust me. I don't care anymore. I should warn you, I also don't care if you say no~

Fight, kick, scream, cry all you want, it won't change a thing. I'm going to do what I want to do. I'm tired of being a pawn or lackey or fly girl to someone else's main attraction. I am not your toy, your doll, your slave, or child. You don't make the rules, and even if you did, I sure as hell wouldn't follow them.

Fuck all of this. You know?

Life is so fucked up. I see I was wrong to believe I could ever get what I wanted. At least I know I'm not worth it. Maybe not to you anyway. But to someone. Truth be told I wanted it to be you.

With no one left to catch me when I fall... I wonder what depths I'll reach in my descent. I'm already unreachable, already tainted. Just not by you.