What's this excitement in my chest? Why am I so giddy? Over remarks about my writing? People like it? What? They think I'm good? But they're so much better than I am....
I'm good at something I actually enjoy?... Wow...
My pictures suck... Maybe in time?... My poetry sucked when I was younger too... Lol... Stupid wannabe lyricist. I was such an odd job kid.
So I was reading these forums today... and I was amazed to find that regardless of gender... people all over have the same issues as I do. They think they're ugly or undeserving of compliments... Granted one could say they have more of a reason to feel that way... But nonetheless... We feel the same.
It's nice to feel connected to people... or that people understand how I feel... Even if they aren't writing about me or speaking directly to me... Their words and feelings are my words and feelings so I know... They understand.
Oh, and one more thing... To my best friend, you know who you are... You inspire me with all of your courage. I love that I can talk to you about anything. My heart wants only good things for you and to protect you from every bad thing the world has tried to spew at you. My long lost sister. I love you so much. You complete me in a way no one else has before. <3
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